Right now I am taking life one day at a time and sometimes only one minute at a time. Life is so crazy and confusing but I just keep turning my eyes to Heaven. Where does my help come from, from the maker of Heaven and Earth. I really don't have strength to stand on my own two feet (physically and spiritually). My trip to Mexico was amazing but my body sure did take a beating. The day that we got back we jumped back into this crazy life we are leading. The children are doing well and seem to be settling into their temporary life with ease. It breaks my heart to know that this is not forever but I am trusting that His plans are bigger than mine. I am tired and broken down but my faith is strong. The Lord is good and I will cling to that with all that I have. Please remember us in your prayers. Our life changes so quickly and I find that I am having trouble finding solid ground, maybe that just comes with a house full of people or going from one child to four in a split second or knowing that I am pouring into children that are not mine and never will be. We are still healing from losing Jaina, the difference here is that we know this is only for a season, maybe a year or less. My arms have ached for so long to hold a child in them and now it seems that I don't have enough arms or ears or time or strength to go around. Lord multiply, multiply multiply......................
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